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2008 Year In Review

As 2008 Draws to a close, one can’t help but look back over the last year in awe at everything that happened. This year didn’t turn out exactly as planned but I have no regrets. Things are better now than they have been in a long time.

I started a new school. Making the switch from The BAC to Andrews University was a big step… At times it seems like the wrong step. But I have faith that it will work out. I got a C+ on my final for studio. Andrews doesn’t appreciate the finer points of modern/contemporary architecture. The school is very conservative, and very traditional. My zinc siding, oblique angle, mostly underground structure, stuck out like a sore thumb against the traditional, rectangular, brick and wood “generic” park structures my classmates designed. I knew when we started the project that it would be an uphill battle to make my professors see my work as valid.

My first reaction to this was to be pissed off. At the BAC this kind of thinking/designing was encouraged, and appreciated. What the hell is wrong with Andrews!? But now I thank God for this opportunity. What I realized was I was never really challenged at the BAC. I had some teachers who didn’t like my ideas, teachers who were overly critical, classes I didn’t do so well in, but I was never challenged. Here at Andrews, not only do I have to design a good building, I have to prove it is valid, I have to prove it complete, I have to prove that it is right… In the end I think the constant struggle will make me a much better architect then my peers at Andrews, and maybe even at the BAC.

Stephen isn’t in the Army. That was our plan. But you know how they say if you want to hear God laugh tell him your plans? That’s how I have felt this entire year, I had been so closed off to what the signs were, to what god had in store for me. And now that I am open to it, Amazing things have begun to happen. Life doesn’t seem like such a struggle. Stephen has been trying to loose weight to join the Army for a while now. He was down to 240 in Boston. Through no change in diet, and no change in exercise routine, he gained back 30 lbs. Of course when we moved here to Indiana his progress was completely unsupported and he has since gained back MORE weight. However, he was able to get a handle on it and plateau. But no mater what he can’t seem to lose any. Well Stephen not being in the Army yet seems to be working out. He recently got into the interview process with the Carmel Police. The Academy doesn’t start till March, but it is looking very promising that he has a good shot of being a Carmel Police Officer with in the next 4 months. He needs to loose 20lbs to meet the requirements of the CPD… and this week he has lost 5! No additional workouts, no dieting, and he is able to accomplish something that has been stalled for over 6 months now. I am not the Amen Jesus, Faint in Church, Cry because of a Miracle, type, but this all seems like more than a coincidence to me. We really don’t know where this is all going in 2009, but I am done planning.

My resolution for 2009, just to let life happen, stop trying to MAKE life happen.

Many of you are not aware of the circumstances surrounding our decision to no longer speak with a large part of Stephen’s family, and you keep asking me. Well I don’t really want to go into it. What I will say is things couldn’t be better between Stephen and I, and we feel it was the right decision. When we were living in Boston things were ok, but we would argue at least twice a week, about something that was said, or something someone did, or even just stupid things that didn’t matter. And it was always following a phone call from home. 9/10 times I didn’t know what was said, all I know is Stephen would be edgy, and upset, and that always resulted in an argument that didn’t really need to be an argument. When Stephen moved back to Carmel and was staying with his Mom, I knew it was going to be difficult for us, but I had no idea. Arguments EVERY day, constant harassment from his family, It was all just too much for me. I would NEVER ask Stephen to chose between me and his family. But I was ready to leave, I was ready to throw away 8 years, not because of his family, but because of the ridiculous petty-ness that it created in our relationship. Stephen has since decided to no longer speak to his family. Its not a decision i support. I couldn’t imagine cutting my family out of my life. They really piss me off sometimes, but they are my family. But I do support Stephen, for better or for worse, and I respect his decision. I have to admit our relationship is in an amazing place now. I think we have had 1 argument since October…. yea, just the one, and it was because he wrecked my car :)

Well I think that pretty much sums up 2008…. here’s to an amazing 2009!

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New Blog

I am starting an additonal blog.  http://whatsrightwithcarmel.wordpress.com

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Christmas Wish List Chain :)

Make a post. The post should contain your list of ten holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related (”I’d love a Snape/Hermione icon that’s just for me”) to medium (”I wish for _____ on DVD”) to really big (”All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV”). The important thing is to make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

Make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ so that the holiday joy will spread.

Surf around your friends list (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now, here’s the important part…

If you see a wish you can grant, and it’s in your heart to do so, make someone’s wish come true. Sometimes one person’s trash is another’s treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don’t want or a gift certificate you won’t use – or even know where you could get someone’s dream purebred Basset Hound for free – do it.

1. Nikon D700
2. An extra large external monitor for my MBP
3. An easel large enough for over sized canvas.
4. Cricut Cartridges
5. A flash photo gallery that will work on my Dreamweaver site
6. Money money money…. money (like the Apprentice theme song)
7. Free extra credits built into my tuition so I can graduate faster
8. To sell some artwork
9. 8 hours of sleep every night for a week.
10. A romantic surprise.

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West Indianapolis Today

http://www.westindianapolistoday.com/?p=1371

Check out the Circle of Lights Photo Essay I was able to participate in.

For the rest of my photos click here:

www.allisonmayer.com

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It is almost over! Finals!

It’s beginning to look a lot like Christmas, and that can only mean one thing, Finals! I have two more weeks of school left. Well, one more, two if you count this week. My Studio final is due on Thursday. I have a History final on Monday, and a Government final on Tuesday. Following that I will be home for a whole month! :)

http://www.flickr.com/photos/connerprairie/sets/72157603333050535/show/ I was looking through these. Some are amazing! But it got me wondering. They show the 1, 2, and 3 place winers in the “non-professional” category. Are there realy profesional ginger bread house makers? If so I am in the wrong profession :) !

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Only 3.7% ?

Heard on the news today that 3.7% of military marriages fail, that is up from 3.3% last year.  Really?  With the divorce rate in America over 50% that’s amazing!  I wonder if you could find that statistic so off the status quo for any other demographic?  It doesn’t really surprise me, most people know what they are signing up for in military marriages, and it takes a determined person to make that work, not the kind of person who gives up easily when things get tough.

God bless the Military and their spouses.

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Carnage and Culture: Victor Davis Hanson

Victor Davis Hanson, CARNAGE AND CULTURE: LANDMARK BATTLES IN THE RISE OF WESTERN POWER (New York: Anchor Books, 2001), 486 pp.

“The West’s rise to dominance was not an accident.  Its military prowess over the centuries has been the result of larger social, economic, political, and cultural practices that themselves seemingly have little to do with war.”

In Carnage and Culture, Victor Davis Hanson argues that, though there are many factors that contribute to victory in war, culture is the most influential, and Western armies the most lethal.  The trend that Western armies are always victorious over their non-western counter parts, is no accident.  The winning strategies and lethalness of Western armies is a direct result of the freedom and liberty of Western culture.  For the purposes of this book, West refers to cultures of a Greco-Roman heritage.  Through the citation of nine, bloody, and graphically detailed battles, Hanson shows that when a Western society arms its self for war, there is no more effective a killer, and no militia more victorious.  Hanson argues that at the heart of Western victories are freedom, decisive battles, the citizen soldier, technology, innovation, and consent of the citizenry.

Freedom to live as you please strengthens a Western Army.  Hanson sites The Battle of Salamis, in 480 BC, in his argument that the cultural influence of freedom leads to victory. In this early naval battle, gravely out numbered Greek troops decimated a Persian Armada to save the foundations of Western civilization.  Herodotus, a greek historian, believed that free citizens are better warriors, since they fight for themselves and not an autocracy.  The small Greek fleet at Salamis believed in eleutheria.  Eleutheria  is the Greek belief that freedom has four parts; freedom to speak, freedom to buy and sell goods and land, freedom of action, and a belief in the consent of the citizenry.  Freedom in battle is an asset that enhances the morale of troops, improves confidence in military action, and relies on a consensus that the military’s action is in the just interest of the people.  A Greek defeat at Salamis would have ensured the end of Western Culture.  Instead the Greek fleet prevailed.  Salamis proved to be the first in a long line of Western military victories.  Greeks knew no threat until clashes with the Roman Republic.

In contrasting the armies, methods, and motives involved in Alexander the Great’s victory over the Persians at Guagamela, Hanson explores the Western tradition of decisive battles.  Darius II, commander of the Persian army, refused to meet Alexander III in battle.  Darius was intent on securing the best ground for a fight, and waiting for the troops of Alexander to reach him.  Alexander wished to fight Darius in a decisive battle, that is one fought face to face, where the victor wins by physically driving the enemy off the battle field into defeat. As illustrated in Hanson’s scrutiny of the  First Battle of Poitiers, in 732 AD, victory in war is impossible with out a soldier who can approach, cut down the enemy, occupy the battlefield, and take possession of the land under dispute.  Infantry, foot soldiers, are an important part of winning a decisive battle.

Decisive battle is destructive and lethal.  In Hellenistic times decisive battle resulting in an hours worth of heroics followed by a quick resolution meant saved lives and confined conflict.  Hanson reflects on how today we face a dilemma.  Western decisive battle has the opposite effect in modernity resulting in massive casualties, and abject slaughter.  It is, however, still the most effective way to fight.

In 216 BC, Carthage general Hannibal defeated the Romans at Cannae.  Despite the single worst defeat in history, Rome rebounded to destroy Carthage.  The idea of civic militarism provided Rome with better soldiers and equipment. Civic militarism is the idea that a citizen has particular rights that transfer into battle.  Roman soldiers were fighting for the “idea” of Rome, their personal liberties, and freedoms.  The idea of the Citizen Soldier is what allows the loss at Cannae to be a prime example of Western superiority in warfare, even though it was a defeat.  Cannae was a battle, but ultimately the West won the war. Hanson argues that Cannae was more like Pearl Harbor, where the attacked nation resolved that the defeat would be avenged, no matter how long it took. The ability of Rome to bounce back after loosing 50,000 shows the resilience and superiority of the citizen soldier to the warrior, the Romans refused to be beaten.  The citizen soldier can not exist in a non-Western society.  The citizen soldier is a development of Western culture that stems from the freedoms and liberties that are its backbone.

The other cultural attributes of individual freedom, inquiry, and innovation, expressed in society at large, would eventually lead to the capitalist economies that could arm troops with the latest weapons and keep them supplied far from home.

Hanson feels his view is opposite that of many historians on the Battle of Tenochitlan during Cortez’s conquest of Aztecs in 1520.  The encounters core was a conflict of cultures.  The Aztecs fought wars for the religious health of their community, and as a result were no match for the Spanish who fought wars of technology and reason.  The Spanish fought to kill and destroy the Aztec.  They used swords and other advanced weaponry, while the Aztec fought back with stones, blunt spears, and wooden sticks.  With the conquest of Mexico, Hanson makes a point of how Cortez used locally available materials to restock his gunpowder supply and build a small but overwhelmingly powerful navy to take control of the lake surrounding Tenochtitlan. This use of raw materials was a consequence of Western tradition and scientific know-how. In contrast, Cortez’s native allies and Aztec enemies never were able to fully exploit the available materials in any way capable of challenging the Spanish on their own technological terms.  Even thought they lived in a resource rich environment, the Aztec culture fought to capture not kill.  The necessity of lethal weapons was not embedded in their culture, and thus they did not innovate such tools.

Contrary to the lack of innovation by the Aztec, individualism resulted in the impromptu ingenuity on the part of ship builders, welders, and ironworkers at Pearl Harbor.  They developed innovations that allowed the Yorktown, to return to the US Pacific fleet after 68 hrs of repairs.  This provided the United States with the necessary support to hold back a Japanese offensive.  At the same time two damaged carriers sat in a Japanese harbor awaiting orders for their repair.

At Midway, the Western-modeled Japanese fleet faced off with the American fleet. Hanson attributes this defeat to American scientific inquiry that led to the breaking of Japanese navy codes, to Yamamoto’s overly complicated but unquestioned plan, and to the initiative shown by the American pilots in finding and attacking the Japanese carriers.

The Tet Offensive is Hanson’s example of public scrutiny gone bad. He falls back on the notion that critical, negative media coverage of the Vietnam War contributed to eventual American defeat, despite overwhelming American military victories. Such criticism caused Americans to throw away the Western preference for decisive battle in favor of limited rules of engagement and prohibitions against a decisive invasion of North Vietnam. Hanson notes that domestic critics of the war are falling back on a long tradition going back to Pericles, and that these criticisms did help in eventually correcting serious flaws in the American military.

Carnage and Culture  is a straight forward presentation of historical precedent that supports Victor Davis Hanson’s claim of the superiority of Western warfare.  Hanson does a good job of sticking to the facts, and leaving ideology out of his arguments. The book often reads like a text book, with lists of dates, people, places, and important facts.  Each battle is broken down in to smaller sub chapters, there is always a section that tells you about the battle, followed by a section that explains the culture of the civilizations involved, followed by a section that ties that battle into Hanson’s thesis.  The book is well organized.

Victor David Hanson is classical and military historian, and professor of classics at California State University, Fresno.  As a classical historian, Hanson has great knowledge of Hellenistic Greece, and often this interferes with the readability of Carnage and Culture.  Hanson takes every opportunity to site Greek precedent for all his arguments, and at times this can be come quite repetitive.

Although Carnage and Culture was written prior to 9/11, its relevance cannot be over looked.  Victor Davis Hanson re-published Carnage and Culture following the 9/11 attacks, with an afterword that discusses the books impact on our current war in Iraq, and the future of American warfare.

The Iraq war illustrates a deficiency in Hanson’s view of West versus non-Western militaries. Western military victories through decisive battle tend to be only a part of a continual battle with another countries army. In the case of Iraq, decisive defeat of the Iraqi army was the first, relatively easy phase.  Hanson’s analysis is incomplete. How does Western warfare prevail over cultural insurgencies when decisive battle is no longer an option?

In a post 9/11 world many say a “new way of war” is necessary.  Hanson cautions against it. History proves Western warfare to be more lethal, and ultimately victorious.  Hanson has no doubt that we can be victorious in our current military engagements, although this claim is not directly supported.  He says all we have to fear is another Western army.  The West has dominated the world militarily for over 2500 years.  Political, Social, and Economic freedoms are at the heart of our culture, and culture is at the heart of our military success.  There is no clearer example of the difference in ideas and values that form the basis of cultures than when East and West send their militaries to defend it.

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